Back to basics...

What did we do like 15 years ago when we did not really have internet at home ???

Well.... That's me for the next 2 weeks... :(

I will be going to Prince Charles Hospital, Merthy Tydfill for a week for my ENT placement... It is not that far.. maybe about 40mins drive... but, since I don't have a partner, I asked for an accomodation there... Sebab tak mampu nak naik train hari2 for about an hour and then bus pulak utk g placement... Eventho ada bus yg uni sediakan utk 3rd years, tp, on Wednesday tak de bus sbb 3rd year tak de placement on Wednesday... So, I think moving into the accomodation is my safest option...

Unfortunately, kat sana tak de tenet... I mean dlm bilik la.. So, say goodbye to blogging, and watching my favourite TV series... :(((((

Seminggu seh... Esok awal2 pg kena bgn amik bus kul 7.15 from UHW pegi Merthyr.. and come back on Friday la after placement.. I supposed, leh la rajin sket wat keje since tak de distraction.. haha.. byk la !!!

Then, after that... Buat haematology plak kat Nevill Hall.. and this hosp, tak de 3rd years yg pegi.. so, tak de la transport... and mmg diaorg offer accomodation.. so, will be going there pulak the week after next... and another week without internet... :((((

Haish.. inilah nasib badan..

So, jgn rindu2.... hehehe...

bye.. xxx

AGAIN

It's here again.. My low back pain.. haish..

Came back from ITU ward round.. ingat nak g gym.. tp, sakit blkg pulak.. so changed my mind... and jd couch potato je kat umah... mcm mane la tak gemuk.. :(

Confused

I don't know what I'm doing ... And what I will do next...

Serabut nye kepala hotak... jerawat dah bertumbuh mcm cendawan lepas hujan dah....

Dah la gemuk... and to be fair, there's no point of trying to lose weight... the damage is already done.. why try ??? haha.. sbb ble stress gemuk blk...

Home Sweetest Home

I can find more than 1 reason on why I love this country and how I wish I can stay and work here after I finish med school.. In fact I can list down hundred of reasons....

But, I can only tell you one BIG reason on why I want to go home.... and this one reason is big enough.... It's the FAMILY !!!

Seeing all those photos... and listening to all the stories... made me jealous... insyaAllah another year and a half to go.. AMEEN..

p/s : tak sedap hati la baca news pasal doktor2 dr luar negara yang kononnye tak tau ape2... lg rasa nak keje kat uk... but, rasanya kalo sembang ngan kwn2 yg buat medic kat msia, mcm lebih kurang je blaja.. and we do lots of clinical practice kot.. in fact byk gle kot.. so, i don't know why they said doktor2 ni tak reti buat general examination... hurm...

p/s : Gmbr2 tu menampakkan org kurus sbb dah kena stretch.. haha..

Sabar !!!

Tak tau asal... rasa nak marah sgt2 ari ni...

My camera has been broken since Winter holidays aritu... so, dah hantar repair kat olympus.. sah2 la kena bayar postage sendiri plus insurance sume...

And got it back after 3 weeks.. and got worse... still stuck and at the same time the screen has gone bonkers... so, i rang olympus again.. it's 0800 number tau.. so, mahal gels kalo call guna hp... and they said they'll send me a prepaid postage box la.. And waited for like 4 days baru smpai...

Then, ble dah smpai ok la.. it's DHL nye service.. so, had to ring DHL mintak arrange date for collection... and they asked for password ect.. and I don't have the bloody password.. so, abis duit and time call sana sini.. olympus suro call dhl.. dhl suro call olympus... and then olympus arrangekan for dhl to come today.. So, I quickly came back early la kan.. last week they came at 3-ish.. And today, dtg kul 10 PAGI !! So, I missed them...

Rang DHL blk,, and they said cannot rearranged because they need the account number... And I said tak de la.. sbb olympus yg buatkan.. and rang olympus and they said they'll ring me back.. and olympus tak tepon blk after 2 hours.. so, rang them back and they said they'll try and rearrange for tomorrow.. HELO PAK CIK.. SAYA KENA PEGI PLACEMENT OK.. BUKAN NYE NAK KENA DOK RUMAH TUNGGU DHL DTG....

Not helping at all sebab DHL tak de mcm specific time.. leh ckp 9-5 je.. ek eleh.. sah2 org keje 9-5... geram !!!!! And I said what should I do next.. dah byk duit abis call sana sini.. kalo tau, dr awal hantar guna royal mail je sbb sah2 dah leh cover cost tepon sana sini tu...

and I said, try to rearrange for Wednesday la.. sbb Wednesday abis dlm lunch time kot.. kalo dpt dpt la.. kalo tak, hantar la sendiri guna royal mail...

Geram sgt2 ok.. check phone bill dah naik lebih GBP 30... haish !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boleh beli camera baru lg...

So, emo and stress and marah.. tak tau asal marah sgt.. maybe sbb dah lama tak leh guna camera... dah ah mmg suka amik gmbr.. dah byk event gmbr tak diambil... hurm.. owh well...

So, ended up tdo selama sejam.. dah bgn baru start buat dermatology... and tak dinner sbb malas nak pikir nak mkn apa.. geram punya pasal...

Dermatology...

I wantes to start revising derm for tomorrow... and try to do the e-modules and lectures online... But... IT'S NOT WORKING... So, i got bored of trying..

Owh well... TV time it is then...

DANCING ON ICE.. followed by BAFTA... and then DANCING ON ICE SKATE OFF....

p/s : I'm no longer homeless this coming July..

FUGLY..

I'm so fat and ugly...

:(

In the middle...

I can't decide.. Please help me !!

Daiquiris

We went out for a meal last night... 11 of us... Because most of us will be away for the next block... Except for me... And Lizzie won't be here for her birthday in a week time.. So, we decided to go out for a meal to celebrate her birthday...

And we chose.... DAIQUIRI'S

I did not check whether it's Halal or not... Because I was too occupied with something else.. So, decided to go for a safe option... Vege or seafood.. So, when I was ordering my salmon steak, the lady said... "Sorry we don't have salmon today".. Damn it... and then she said... "You do know we serve halal meat right ? "... I was like !!!! REALLY ???

Then, had to retune my taste buds and my mind.. had to go through the menu again and chose something with chicken in it...

I loved the place.. the food is cheap and in big portions.... Like the paella is enough to feed 2-3... My meal only cost me less than GBP6... So, I treated myself with big massive dessert...

Not only that, it is such a nice place runs by a family.. Husband and wife la.. WILL definitely go there again !!!!

The drama continuess....

Salam wbt....

We started MOSS officially today... Two days of lectures... and of we go for placements next week for 5 weeks...

So, what's moss ??? It's module for sub specialty.. This includes dermatology, infectious disease, haematology, ENT and ophthalmology... So, a week for each... and a lot of things to be covered in a week time...

So, I will be in 3 different hospitals for this block.. 3 weeks in Heath, a week in Nevill Hall and a week in Merthyr... 3 weeks in heath ok la.. leh jln kaki.. but need some form of transportation for merthyr and nevill hall... but then, nevill hall leh dpt bilik... so, ok la...

but 2 months ago, somebody who's supposed to go to Wrexham (North Wales) for MOSS wanted to swap with me because she wants to stay here and I want to go away.. ye la.. don't have to worry about transport kan... because kalo stay kat south wales kena travel je hari2.. abis duit gak... but med school REJECTED our request... Not a happy person...

So, I just wait patiently la in case dpt partner utk MOSS ni... and kalo partner ade kete ok la... and guess what ???

I'M BLOODY ALONE AGAIN FOR THIS STUPID BLOCK !!!!!!!!!!!

Stress ok !!!!!!! Org lain as usual dpt partner... And I'm by myself again... What kind of punishment is this ??????????????????????????????????

So, will have to go through this adventure by myself.. AGAIN !!! serius penat stress pysch and O&G tak abis lg... mmg nak nangis je td time dpt rota and tgk2 sorang....

Haish... I think I should stop writing now... because tbe2 je rasa lg emo.. cewah.. maybe hormones kot....

Night out with the cry babies..

Salam wbt..

Just feel like writing...

After OSCE finished, we did not really celebrate because it was a weekend and everything can be quite expensive esp cinema tickets.... Plus, Jen went home on Saturday for CNY with family...

So, last night, we went out... Me, Katie, Sanam, Lizzie, Anna and Jen.. Went to GBK for a great burger.. Surprise Katie with her birthday present and cake.. Because she was in West Wales during her birthday....

After that, we went to the cinema.. It was a cheap night out.... We got vouchers for GBK and cinema from studentbeans.. That's why we chose Monday.. lol...

So, what did we watch ? A LITTLE BIT OF HEAVEN it is..



It was a good movie.. Well done... :) Touched our emotions... And it involves a bit of medicine as well... When we got to the screen, we were the only people there... yeay !!! But then, once it has started, people came in.. one by one... So, we lost a bit of the fun...

Hurm... The film touched us in many ways.. and can't really say it here because nanti org kata gatai eh anak hj non ni... haha.. not that kind of gatai.. but u know what i mean.. haha

But, we had a good night.. had to pass tissues around because we couldn't stop crying.. everybody came out with red eyes...

And we started our discussion on who are the worst cry baby ever.. apparently we are all the same... We usually went to the cinema together.. and we cried in almost everything.. From Dear John, The Last Song, Life as We Know It... Name it... Mmg sume jenis yg nangis2...

Hurm.. So, that's our last night out before everybody leaves again.. Because most of us will be away for next placement.. except for me !! :((

Okie dokie....

Will get back soon....

Feelings ~

Sometimes... It is easier to write it down.... or just keep it inside...

It is never easy to tell it to somebody.. because u can never know who u can trust or who will help u through it...

I have to decide on something preety soon... And I can't discuss it with anybody.. not yet..

Ya Allah.. help me.. guide me...

New drug in the market

Sagu gula melaka should be prescribed for depression or exam related stress.. Because it does make u feel better :)

Please pray for me !! Osce on friday xxxx

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