Monday, 30 January 2012

5 weeks today

From front to back - LB, Husniyah, Conor, Jess (the dream team :p)

Started Cardiology today.. And this pic was taken while waiting for our Medical teaching.. How interesting that 4 of us have different colour steths :) 

Thanks to my placement friends for just going along with my hyperness and craziness !! I do go mad quite a few times :)

Ya Allah, please grant me the strength.. and understanding.. I change my emotion every second.. At one point during ward round, I feel like crying and punching somebody.. Not long to go now !

p/s : Need to plan something exciting for my post exam week off ! Told mama that maybe we can meet halfway ? But I don't think that's going to happen ! and nobody is coming to visit me anyway ! Told along about it and she said adlina has school ! haish.. 

Sunday, 29 January 2012

Blaming the stress

My skin has gone from bad to worse... it's dry and at the same time spots coming out every other day.. and the tone is awful.. and because i'm still a student, I'm not really spending that much money on skincare.. haha.. tunggu la dah qualify nanti baru la nak belanja kot..

And weight gain.. this doesn't help when u don't walk as much because u live 5 minutes away from the wards.. so, less walking and less exercise.. my gym membership expired end of Dec and didn't bother to renew it as I am away for placement.. So, hello FAT !!! not that I was skinny or something, but healthier !!

Blaming the stress for all these.. hopefully will go away after finals.. haha.. 5 more weeks to finals !

Wednesday, 25 January 2012


Mama and abah sent me this picture on whatsapp.. Not sure who did it.. Mama or abah because it was sent using abah's whatsapp but most probably bukan abah yg hantar.. hehe... 

I was a gorgeous baby ! but look what happened now.. 25 years after !!!!!!! haha... Kemanakah hilangkan kecomelan itu ????????????? 

Ok.. need to study AGAIN ! 

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

It's so close but yet so far

Allah.. It's about 5 weeks to finals.. There are days when I just can't be bothered anymore and wishes that it's over.. and DONE ! but we all know that I am not ready.. and most probably will never ever be ready !

And I'm PMSing.. There are days when I just feel like crying my heart out.. And wishes that there's somebody here to give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be fine.. It's so tiring when u still have to go in everyday at 8am and still yet finishes late even though you have finals in about a month time.. The timetable is full with endless ward rounds, ward work and teaching ! Could hardly find anytime to breath.. and there were times when I was about to lose my patience and wanted to slap somebody.. Even the consultant who could not stop talking in teaching :(((

I know I am not working as hard as I should be.. But I don't know why I'm so tired all the time !!!!! Ya Allah, please help me.. Give me the strength..

p/s : Finished the 3 LEAs for surgery and hopefully will get signed off by Friday.. and next week will be starting Medicine !

Saturday, 14 January 2012

Last Block

I'm spending my first weekend in Carmarthen.. Decided to stay here so that I'll be more productive.. But actually I'm still a lazy girl !! ARGH !

Monday, 9 January 2012

Panic !

That's how I'm feeling..


Thursday, 5 January 2012

2 Months

Ya Allah.. How time flies.. InsyaAllah will be sitting for finals in 2 months time ! Mixed feelings at the moment.. But most of the time feels like crying !

Ya Allah, please help me and my friends.. Please give us the strength !

p/s : I scrubbed in theater today. For leg amputation..

Sunday, 1 January 2012


We went out for lunch on NYE.. And Nana and I spent the evening at home watching Pretty Woman and You've Got Mail.. Classic :)

It's 2012, and insyaAllah it will be a big year for me.. In 2 months time I will be sitting for one of the biggest exam in my life.. and InsyaAllah I will become a doctor by July..

Please please please pray for me ! And I hope that I will become a better person.. Hoping that 2012 will be better than 2011 in all aspects.. Ameen..

Don't ask me what my resolutions are ? Because I'm afraid to tell anybody.. As long as I keep on improving everyday, I am grateful enough.. I am surrounded by a loving family and friends.. I am blessed with good health.. So, just be grateful everyday.. This is a reminder for myself and others as well.. :)

Me and Nana
Ally, Ainol and Nana
Don't we just love Ally's camera ? 
p/s : I am currently packing for Carmarthen ! SRP for 8 weeks...