Friday, 11 December 2009

I just wanna cry ~

My two days could never be worst than this...

Ohw well...

At least its weekend !!

Thursday - By myself (again) all day long.. Was in Mr. S's clinic after lunch... Ok... Akan tulis dalam bahasa melayu... Sume org tau this surgeon mcm sgt2 menakutkan.. So, I went there dgn muka pucat.... But, luckily, the F1 and Reg were there.. So, mcm buffer the atmosphere a bit... Each he sent me away with a patient, mmg muka nak nangis...

Before he went to see his last patient, he said "Whoever has finised can go"... The F1 looked at me and he said GOOO !!!! Ape lg, asked him to sign my form and terus kuar....

And did my on call... Nothing much to say.... Was quiet....

And today, POST TAKE ward round was horrible... Bormbarded by questions... and rasa bodoh gle2....

Lepas break pegi teaching... Asyik kena tengking... Knowing too much salah... Tak tau pun salah... Stress gle... Sume surgical students emo kot.. Due to high ego, sorang pun tak mintak signature from this registrar.... Emo nye pasal, Ross and I walked all the way to the train station and took the train back to Cardiff... And to make the day worse, train sgt2 penuh.... So, berdiri la kami sepjg journey 20 mins... And smpai Cardiff sejuk gle2... And walked home from the train station....

Haish... Am I doing the right thing ??

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