Up and downss...

See the picture above ?? That's how my life now... Up and down.. Then up... and later down, down and doowwwnnnn.... Tersungkur terus....

Well, obvious reason, EXAM is coming.. And other issues that can't be stated her... Due to confidentiality... haha...

Em... Plus, i'm not that strong either and some people thought that I am a strong girl.. So, they came to me for some support and start crying.. Buckets of tears.. Ari ni je 2 org.. Haish.. Muka saya ni muka tempat tadah air mata ke dik ?? Dah la kte pun stress, lepas org lain stress and nangis, trus diri sendiri cuak skali...

Hurm... I really2 need the extra strength and support.. Last year we had 3 weeks off prior to exam.. Now, we still have placement.. And 4 histories nak kena present.. and terkejar2 cari consultant nak present history and mintak sign...

And cooking to do... Baru perasan dah tak de stock makanan dlm freezer... So, berjalan kaki ke kedai halal mencari ayam... then, masak mcm nak buat kenduri.. mula2 kurma, then cottage pie again, then asam pedas.. Next plan, nasik lemak sambal ikan bilis... nyum2... weekend ni kot....

K la.. need to get back to work.. Still revising immunology... 5 lectures to go.. Then, nak tukar subejct plak.. dah penat....

My April...

It's end of March.... And April is coming..

And exam month it is... Got my OSCE (Clinical skill exam la lebih kurang) rotation today... So, I got my timetable sorted...

7 April : Essay Under Exam Condition 9.00am
19 April : Paper C 9.00 am
22 April : Paper D 9.00am
28 April : OSCE, Princess of Wales Hospital, Bridgend.. 2.00 pm

Sgt2 happy dpt OSCE 1st day, sebab cepat sket merdeka... and I love that hospital toooooo... So, gembira la jugak... :)

Now, I'm on Cardiology.. Since dah buat revision Cardio untuk exam, this block seems easier than I expected... And we got a super duper nice team... And during today's teaching my consultant said, "You guys won't be a GP, by the end of this block, you'll guys will want to be a Cardiologist. "... Wicked !!!

Ok.. got to go... I'm revising Alimentary or Gastro ni... Wish me all the best....

Mama and abah, doakan eh...

Salam sayang...

Halal toothbrush

This is another funny story that I have been dying to tell... It happened a long2 time ago..

Lizzie came for some revision in January.. and she stayed till midnight and decided to stay... And she asked me if I have a spare toothbrush... And thanx to Abah yang bawak time dia dtg aritu, so ade la beberapa simpan buat spare...

H : Yes.. I do have spare toothbrush.. (Knowing me yang ckp byk.. So, bgtau la asal usul toothbrush tu).. My dad brought this last year with him.. And I bought some as well last summer...

L : Owh.. is it Halal toothbrush then ??

H : ?? What ??

L : Because its from Malaysia... Everything in Malaysia is Halal right ?? (Because i did say McD halal, KFC halal.. and sume la halal)..

H : Hahahaha... It's just a toothbrush.... Doesnt need to be halal....

Heee... Comel la kawan2 saya...

And cerita halal num 2

Jen was having CRAB for dinner....

J : Do u want some crab Husniyah?
L : Is it halal ???
H : Seafood is fine.. doesnt need to be halal... Only meat... Depends on how u slaughter it...

And Anna asked me the same thing yesterday.. About seafood halal ke tak...

Haish... Dah byk kwn2 saya belajar... And terlebih pandai plak....

Kelas Bahasa....

After a long day (revising).. I think I need to write something to cheer myself up...

I have been teaching some of my friends Malay langguage lately... My regular students are Lizzie, Jen, Katie and Sanam....

Scene 1 : Meal at Nandos
L : What is chicken in Malay ?
H : AYAM
L : IAMS (ade cat food nye brand)
H : Nope.. AAAAYAM !!

Scene 2 : We went to Nandos for free chicken..
L : Free ayam...
H : Nope.. AYAM PERCUMA
J : Ayam tumor ?
H : (Geleng kepala)... PERCUMA

Scene 3 : In the kitchen...
L : You should teach us more
H : Ok.. MATA = eyes
L : Merthyr ??
H : MA TA And PIPI for cheeks...
L : PIPIs for two...
H : No... you dont put s for plural... Just double it.. MATA-MATA
L : Owh cool.. PIPI means 2 cheeks... and PI is one right ??
H : (Terlebih pandai la plak budak2 ni...) No, PIPI is for one...

Scene 4 : In the lounge...
H : Ok guys.. Say this... Husniyah cantik
L+K+J : Husniyah cantik !!
H : Thank you.... :)
J : What does that mean ?
H : Husniyah is preety !!! ngeh2...

And they started using the word cantik excessively now...

And yesterday.. went out for a meal at LILO's... I had chicken burger

L : We had ayam not percuma...
H : (Hurm.. macam mana nak translate eh ?? ) Ayam tak percuma ? Or ayam kena bayar ? or ayam kena beli ??

They said the next time they see my family, they are gonna say Husniyah cantik to mama to make mama happy.... hahahahaha....

Ok.. back to revision.. Seconday Hypertension... Wohhhooooo

Cardiology

I'm currently on placement at UHW... Doing Cardiology... Not my fav subject I would say, but I'm trying really hard to learn everything as exam is in 4 weeks time...

Under a lot of stress sbb byk lg benda nak kena cover... And ble kat placement, sume org tak akan berenti ckp pasal revision.. menambahkan stress....

Berkampung kat library ble ada masa lapang sbb nak kena study... Ntah ah.. Rasa nak tulis tp, tak de mood lak...

Okie dokie.. Doakan kami di sini...

Bye...

:)

Smile
tho'
your heart is aching,
Smile

Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

Happy BuNnY

What have I been up to today ???

Heeee..... Untuk menghilangkan stress, selain pegi jogging selang sehari, saya juga memasak untuk menambahkan kembali lemak2 yang telah hilang...

So, saya telah pun membuat kek batik... ni untuk di bawak ke rumah Kak Rus dan rakan2... Pastu, teringin nak muffin gak... So, I made white choc and strawberry muffins... But I used wheat free flour sebab ade sorang kwn ktorg ni ala2 coeliac... So, aritu dah beli wheat free flour... And nak kena abiskan sebab mengambil ruang yg byk di dalam almari... Texture muffin tu is a bit different... but still looks alright... And tak manis sgt sbb strawberry tu agak masam.... hehe... But, all in all agak best la...









And next project : Choc Chip Muffins...

Last year, ktorg giler buat cakes, brownies and cookies... But this year muffins lak.. Last week baru je wat blueberry muffins... hehehe....

Why do you want to be a doctor ??

2 more days to finish Respiratory....

And after that Cardio.. Cepatnye masa berlalu... lagi 4 weeks dah abis kesemua 3 block utk 3rd year... Cepat kan ???

And rasa mcm satu hapa pun tak tau lagi.... haish... geleng kepala....

And this year, sudah beberapa kali duduk termenung and terpk pasal kenapa amik medic eh ?? haha... tell u what !! everybody had the same feeling... but deep inside we know that we really2 want to be a doctor...

And since i'm doing Resp now, I said to people that I like resp.. Might be a chest physician one day... And Lauren said... U like everything Husniyah... !!! Pegi urology suke urology... Pegi GP suka GP... Sume benda la nak buat... haha...

And, I got a new name.... HUS.... Haish... Tbe2 je consultant panggil Hus.. Then Adrian stat panggil Hus... Dari Husniyah, jadi Niyah kat rumah.. jadi Yah kat MRSM and KMB and now Hus....

Went jogging again today... Setakat ni pegi jogging selang sehari... Sebab weather best... Dari tak fit, terus jd fit... Tp, still gemuk la... Tu tak leh nak ubah dah... Since ade lecture last year belajar pasal set point... I think my body has reached its set point.. So, mmg tak akan turun dah berat... haha... Unless mmg tak makan langsung and jadi anorexic...

Ok2... It's 12.20 am.. Dah start ngarut... Need to go to bed.... Esok nak g Velindre Hospital jumpa my patient... and my aim is to walk there.... based on google map, 45 minutes kot kalo jalan... Tp, sebab tak de change nak amik bus, so, jalan la kot... plus nak jimat duit... Lagipun appointment kul 10.45... So, sempat je kalo kuar umah kul 9.45....

Ta ~

Gemoook....

I hate exams fever... I mean stress.....

Since I have started revision.. and still busy with my oncology project.. I have been eating a lot as well... Not a lot yg melampau.. Tp, dah stat masak mcm2... Contohnye, semalam masak kuey teow goreng.... And dah mula terasa nak buat sagu....

Now still sempat g jogging.. Tp, tak tau la ble dah busy melampau.. confem tak jogging... haish....

Gemok la rasa.. tak suka !!

CVR and Musculoskeletal

Essay under exam condition will be held on the 7th of April.. Less than 2 weeks before the BIG exam...

And the two panels that I got for that exam are CVR and Musculoskeletal.... Basically, each student will be allocated 2 panels, and on the exam day, only one question will be asked... Not sure from which panel.. Tunggu hari exam baru tau... And we have to write an essay to answer that question.. Basically, kena study sume benda and on that day it's either you know or you dont....

CVR is the biggest panel in Year 3.. I cant belive that I got CVR... But, to be fair, still kena revise utk exam gak.. Year 3 Final exam lagi 43 days je.. So, revise 2 in 1 la... (Actually wasnt thinking about the 2 in 1 until Mr. A, who I have been getting a lift from to Llandough said that)....

Next week will be our last week in Llandough.... Hurm... Until today, I have got lifts from 7 different people... Lauren, Naomi, Kim, TJ, Adrian, Sanam and Charlotte.... Gle la... Siap leh compare lg sape paling best and sapa tak best... Tp, agak bias la... So, tak nak bgtau jawapan eventho Adrian suro jawab gak...

Ok la.. Agak random la update ni....