Dermatology...

I wantes to start revising derm for tomorrow... and try to do the e-modules and lectures online... But... IT'S NOT WORKING... So, i got bored of trying..

Owh well... TV time it is then...

DANCING ON ICE.. followed by BAFTA... and then DANCING ON ICE SKATE OFF....

p/s : I'm no longer homeless this coming July..

FUGLY..

I'm so fat and ugly...

:(

In the middle...

I can't decide.. Please help me !!

Daiquiris

We went out for a meal last night... 11 of us... Because most of us will be away for the next block... Except for me... And Lizzie won't be here for her birthday in a week time.. So, we decided to go out for a meal to celebrate her birthday...

And we chose.... DAIQUIRI'S

I did not check whether it's Halal or not... Because I was too occupied with something else.. So, decided to go for a safe option... Vege or seafood.. So, when I was ordering my salmon steak, the lady said... "Sorry we don't have salmon today".. Damn it... and then she said... "You do know we serve halal meat right ? "... I was like !!!! REALLY ???

Then, had to retune my taste buds and my mind.. had to go through the menu again and chose something with chicken in it...

I loved the place.. the food is cheap and in big portions.... Like the paella is enough to feed 2-3... My meal only cost me less than GBP6... So, I treated myself with big massive dessert...

Not only that, it is such a nice place runs by a family.. Husband and wife la.. WILL definitely go there again !!!!

The drama continuess....

Salam wbt....

We started MOSS officially today... Two days of lectures... and of we go for placements next week for 5 weeks...

So, what's moss ??? It's module for sub specialty.. This includes dermatology, infectious disease, haematology, ENT and ophthalmology... So, a week for each... and a lot of things to be covered in a week time...

So, I will be in 3 different hospitals for this block.. 3 weeks in Heath, a week in Nevill Hall and a week in Merthyr... 3 weeks in heath ok la.. leh jln kaki.. but need some form of transportation for merthyr and nevill hall... but then, nevill hall leh dpt bilik... so, ok la...

but 2 months ago, somebody who's supposed to go to Wrexham (North Wales) for MOSS wanted to swap with me because she wants to stay here and I want to go away.. ye la.. don't have to worry about transport kan... because kalo stay kat south wales kena travel je hari2.. abis duit gak... but med school REJECTED our request... Not a happy person...

So, I just wait patiently la in case dpt partner utk MOSS ni... and kalo partner ade kete ok la... and guess what ???

I'M BLOODY ALONE AGAIN FOR THIS STUPID BLOCK !!!!!!!!!!!

Stress ok !!!!!!! Org lain as usual dpt partner... And I'm by myself again... What kind of punishment is this ??????????????????????????????????

So, will have to go through this adventure by myself.. AGAIN !!! serius penat stress pysch and O&G tak abis lg... mmg nak nangis je td time dpt rota and tgk2 sorang....

Haish... I think I should stop writing now... because tbe2 je rasa lg emo.. cewah.. maybe hormones kot....

Night out with the cry babies..

Salam wbt..

Just feel like writing...

After OSCE finished, we did not really celebrate because it was a weekend and everything can be quite expensive esp cinema tickets.... Plus, Jen went home on Saturday for CNY with family...

So, last night, we went out... Me, Katie, Sanam, Lizzie, Anna and Jen.. Went to GBK for a great burger.. Surprise Katie with her birthday present and cake.. Because she was in West Wales during her birthday....

After that, we went to the cinema.. It was a cheap night out.... We got vouchers for GBK and cinema from studentbeans.. That's why we chose Monday.. lol...

So, what did we watch ? A LITTLE BIT OF HEAVEN it is..



It was a good movie.. Well done... :) Touched our emotions... And it involves a bit of medicine as well... When we got to the screen, we were the only people there... yeay !!! But then, once it has started, people came in.. one by one... So, we lost a bit of the fun...

Hurm... The film touched us in many ways.. and can't really say it here because nanti org kata gatai eh anak hj non ni... haha.. not that kind of gatai.. but u know what i mean.. haha

But, we had a good night.. had to pass tissues around because we couldn't stop crying.. everybody came out with red eyes...

And we started our discussion on who are the worst cry baby ever.. apparently we are all the same... We usually went to the cinema together.. and we cried in almost everything.. From Dear John, The Last Song, Life as We Know It... Name it... Mmg sume jenis yg nangis2...

Hurm.. So, that's our last night out before everybody leaves again.. Because most of us will be away for next placement.. except for me !! :((

Okie dokie....

Will get back soon....

Feelings ~

Sometimes... It is easier to write it down.... or just keep it inside...

It is never easy to tell it to somebody.. because u can never know who u can trust or who will help u through it...

I have to decide on something preety soon... And I can't discuss it with anybody.. not yet..

Ya Allah.. help me.. guide me...